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what the fuck am I doing?? My school performance is messed up!

1. Physiology: expected grade - B or C. Skipping some lectures,
2. French: Also quite messed up. C'est difficile; je ne sais pas! Et m'attendance est pauvre parce que j'arrive souvent en tard pour la classe!
3. Anthropology - Culture and Communication: I attend lectures late. I never do readings. Now I've taken to skipping some classes. And there's a paper due this Wednesday and I still can't bring myself to get started cos I don't know how to!! And don't want to.
4. Jap Lit: (A???) It really depends on how my paper turns out. I was conscientious in my readings, till the Tale of Genji / Heike. Now it's just downhill; too much work to catch up with everything, so I just don't do readings anymore.
5. Stats: (A?) I never attend lectures. I think it's still fine; it's math after all.
6. Personality Psyc: (A?) still doing fine.

I just can't bring myself to get started with any form of work. I'll rather just sit around and talk with my roommates, or with other friends. Or think of trips. Or do sports. Anything BUT school work. It's just too much. I get distracted so easily. I think I've a real case of Attention Deficit Disorder. But what the fuck, I'm just messing up my life; drinking too much, partying too much. Being too involved.

Get a grip girl.